Archive for March, 2006
March 29, 2006 at 5:20 pm · Filed under Friends
29/03 – old closest friend of mine, now with her husband settle in kalimantan. a bit shocked when she messaging me noted me “ ntr ada yg mo jd om2 .. hehe ” that it’s her 3 month pregnancy. ask how i’m doin’ here, my studies. i’d replied a short notice to congratulate, take care over her activity and health, that’s it .. i wouldn’t try to type more text, a short acknowledge from me is enough, be well there and send my best regard to ur family and husband.
28/03 – i passed by the garuda office today, along to pick the ticket i’d order yesterday over ticketing. i paid a visit also to old collegue on her office there, as i knew her a year ago when i comply over my corporate ticketing there a year ago, we’d exchange contacts since, it’s been a few month since our met. she noted me today, how’s everythin’ there ms. hen** ?!
27/03 – since this atrix.or.id blog having some mainteneace over the main server (bannerless/no-ads), i’d to moved some stuff to backup/support server (with these annoying banner/ads). for a while ignore the ads appear on my site, hope the main server recover soon. bismillah ..
March 24, 2006 at 1:52 pm · Filed under Activity
23/03 - pagi banget jam 4 udah bangun dan susah tidur lagi, plug my ears with mp3 player ntar, lalu ambil wudhu dan shalat subuh. mencoba gak buka bacaan apa-apa lagi hari ini. coba baring2 dan dengerin musik jpop, indo, rock dan klasik yg ada di mp3 player sekedar tenangin diri. kirain alarm hp gw aja yg annoying dgn lagu backyardigans itu, sohib gw punya alarm hp yang lebih heboh .. hihihi, ada saingan neh pikir2 .. just chill the mood this mornin.didepan nanti ada beberapa orang diantaranya qt dr jakarta dan yogya, ternyata sama2 bimbingan dan yg bernama ayu itu .. lupa tanyain nama panjang maupun belakangnya, orangnya lucu juga .. hahaha, cape kalo mikirin bacaan yang sudah berbulan-bulan di saat sekarang, mendingan coba ngobrol saja, sampai giliran gw dan semuanya dimulai. bismillah.result ?! not meant to be published .. jadi males lama2 disini pengen balik sebelum wkt checkout jam 13.00. kejar ke agent di mangkubumi, dan nyasar ke garuda di natour juga, dapet juga akhirnya dan bisa balik sore jam 18.00 ke jakarta. and again it’s rain when i left there. weird ?!
22/03 - dapet penginapan terdekat, itung2 target paling lama cuma sampai misi ini kelar besok, benar2 kelar, insyaAllah dengan hasil yang alhamdulillah. coba keluyuran ntar, singgah ke kantor pusat GMU disana, cari2 informasi, liat ruangan dan makan siang. anehnya hari itu panas, tidak terik dibilang pengap kagak .. lembab juga bukan. makin gak jelas bagaimana besok berakhir. ga tau kenapa, siang sempat ilang yang udah ada dikepala, tiba2 rasa letih, coba tidur siang, bangun lumayan, malam coba keluar lagi jalan sambil cr makan dan gerimis hari itu dan akhirnya coba baca semua bacaan dr awal sampai akhir. sempat dapet sms ttg cabling dr pak m**a, support dr mas ib** dan ind***. tutup buku itu, shalat isya dan coba tidur segera.
21/03 - journey begun in a well cloudy day .. it’s rainy in cengkareng, and it’s my 1st trial over board of ch**p class ticketing. penasaran aja sem*r** apa, dan sejauh manakah layanana mereka itu, hahaha ternyata sebelum qt bener2 siap take-off AC kagak bakalan di pacu (jd inget ga**d* bikin gini dulu, qt jd ribut2 di kabin) hihihihi. perjalanan 40 menit kesampaian di kota yang terakhir dikunjungi waktu masih kelas 2 SMP doeloe, bedanya now i’m on my own bareng sohib gw dgn misi yang gak jelas akhirnya.
March 18, 2006 at 4:03 pm · Filed under Media
19.45 – Thank God, managed domain pekanbaru.or.id hosting just been upgraded .. hehehehe. Despite my worried these hosting have been down for 3 days, complain and complain does a great job. I’d say taruihhhhh oi !! (padang spoken word) hehehe, finally it’s all run smooth as usual.
22.07 – Missed it, just missed her.. missed the jokes. These may the last as i still and so .. keep collect part by part into a form of sillhoutte of my own. If reminded to the last call, review what i’d never planned, as tough it just gone well so far .. what it heard broadly may not the actual reality, but who knows, faith .. if permitted could turn these into an actual one. i would say BISMILLAH ..
bUzz: hate to say the word, hate to express the feel .. i’d rather watch her from far. she have somethin’ on the smile, on cheers and her laughter. it’s not what become left unsaid, it’s a good thing despite it’s unexplainable.
March 15, 2006 at 3:32 pm · Filed under Friends, Thought
i’d quoted on my FS profile, ” cursed, gw tantang neh ?! takut apanya, i’d rather let it worsen, then forcibly make it hard to predict !! dan apa sih maunya org ini .. kenapa iseng melulu ?! “. bukan bermaksud melebih-lebihkan karena akses itu diperuntukkan hanya untuk tmn2 groupbook, gmux, sohib2 di usakti dan cendana (beberapa) dan gw gak tahu mereka ini dapet akses dari mana? privasi udah gak ada artinya lg kalo begini, dan masih senengnya “petak-umpet” ..bUzz: bro’ didot mgkn perkiraan lo itu ada benernya, lo blg “putih-tinggi” (hantu kalee) .. jd ngira2 gw siapa itu? bodo amet gw publish aja nmrnya disini biar kerasa 0856.902782* !! .. itu yg terakhir akses tanpa identitas jelas !! saha atuh ..
March 14, 2006 at 7:22 am · Filed under Activity
09.00 – Just got an e-report, domain under sanUgraH network whom publicized by Mediaenam experienceing an error. A server down perhaps, i think. It’s a pekanbaru.or.id domain which got the problem unsolved (currenlty). Now in maintaining process.
14.00 – It’d been planned well in the beginning, a 13th date proved it’s unpleasant treat now. There’s been a mislead, misjudge and i’m being disoriented. I’d planned to settle these within a week or two at least, now i’ve got to postponed all phase, and waiting for a miracle (again). Despite my disbelieve of miracle, i’d take any noted seriously, but the fortune had not so pleasant arround me yet. So if the next info gone too far from my reach, i’ll have to let bro’ roy goes first. I’m not pesimistic, but time and destiny has been quarrel with all my honest thought and dream since “that” time .. until now.
bUzz: a friend j-net quoted me these, ” those who dream big and faithful 2 their dreams amid d odds & d obstacle during d process of realizing it, will make it come true. these dreams maybe beyond believe “.
March 7, 2006 at 2:03 pm · Filed under Friends, Thought
Wrote it, before it pass my head .. i’ve got several call, some message and many ideas and hopes today. well, if i remind about latest 2 topic subject “closest“, it comes to my attention .. a personal psychology thought may applied here. i may have to clarified this with my old friend whom major in psychology, she’s in borneo now w/ her husband. So here what i had in mind for now ..1. It’s hard for her to easily confess about own personality, and being reluctant to accept any opinion or suggestion for a while. even tough deep inside, she’s glad there several person she knew whom take a deep care over her problems.
2. From another side, i’d seen some images she re-produced on her own, and found that she’s trying it hard to resemble the most accurate one. she’s crop there, pictured there, stick it along, giving it a new snapshot. just want all member to be in a 1 whole big family picture, even tough it’s hard to.
3. A mistake occur, when met a wrong person?! a wrong time?! a wrong dimension?! even if she could turn the time around would it be anyone to help, or how can she survive on her own w/o assistance. Great lord !! of course she can, don’t question it why .. it’s a must, and it’s every person destiny to work on it’s own hand !!
bUzz: i just had chatted this afternoon with my fellow trusted friend, for privacy i’d also omit the person name involved, no time constrain occurred.
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